hikayat tentang kenyataan

Assalamualakum..

            One month left before I'm going to face another year of  a hustle and bustle life in Shah Alam.
hurmmmm..Actually I don't have an exact topic to be conversed tonight.another hurmmmmm..

Okay,let us talk about REALITY.

Some people want to run from the reality of life
Reality sometimes will hurt people
They don't wanna get hurt
And maybe I am one of them

How can we escape from reality?
Suicidal?
wowowowo!so brave of you girl! How far u know about this matter huh?Through reading?
Nope.n maybe yup.
I do read about it in newspaper.
Just a glance then I turned to another page.
But I experienced it
Nope.Not me.But a special person whom I met months ago.


Special? Why?
Bcs I post something about her in my blog. Special isn't it?
kay..kay..
Bcs she drowned in her own mistake but then she rises.
She rises like a star named Sun.
She taught me a moral value that I couldn't learn it from my neighbour. why neighbour? I miss my neighbour.It has been a long time the house next to me is vacant.lol

Running miles away from the reality simply denote you're walking away from your problems.
Only person who is insane will try to escape from the life with no adversities.
The issue is, does that kind of life exists in this realm of reality?
Even those who sleeps on note of dollars will quest for tranquility.
Different people own different problems.


She tried to harm herself.She managed to do so.I was terribly terrified. For seconds, I dazed.
I didn't have any idea on what should I do.We took her to the hospital.

In the hospital
This is the reality.We live in a community.A community who has the obligation to treat people so that they can live their life healthily.
Nevertheless,what would you feel if you are physically fit but you are being tortured with prejudice?What I learnt here was though they able to play with the chemicals and they cast spell on it and suddenly it turns into a substance called  m e d i c i n e, they failed to blow a positive vibe around her.
Who are they? They are the community I mentioned earlier. All of them are same?
No.I am not being prejudice. It just some of them.

She told me she was being treated in that way?
Nope.I experienced it myself.
"Awak bakal lawyer,Patut tahu hal ni salah di sisi undang2"
I didn't reply.
I'm not being defensive. *nodded
I have reason why I chose to stay silent.
Simply bcs, in public place, don't argue with public bcs not all of them will response under emotional controlled.That is reality.

Before she was being admitted, there was a guy said "Apaa sangat dgn masalah study..byk lagi masalah lagi teruk"

 A kid lost his Ultraman mask.That is the worst problem for him.
 An old man lost his walking stick. That is the worst problem for him.
 A girl can't face the reality that she needs to study subjects which don't suit her capability.That is  the worst problem for her.

Yes,at first place, you're right..but do ask and listen first.Then,judge.


I am not an angel. I admit I think negatively sometimes. Who am I to run from the reality of being pessimistic.

I got her wrong. She rises. She turns over a new leaf.

How?I mean yeahhh you in this way. A new buddy.

           I admit I was wrong.Why I want to do such mindless act again when it actually doesn't give                any solution.

Alhamdullilah.I am really happy to meet a new ....... in front of me.

embrace your life positively

In a nutshell..

To face the reality
There is no escapism

But Allah teachs us

I S T I K H A R A H

though the reality will hurt you sometimes
With Istikharah,you will understand that everything which is happening to you is solely based on  the fundamental principle named Iradat.
Iradat means if Allah wills anything,it will happen without being influenced by surounding.
Kun Faya Kun.
Yes ,you make the decision.If  it turns out positively..remember Allah loves you
If not? Allah loves you..That is why He wants to test you.



“Dan Kami pasti akan menguji kamu dengan sedikit ketakutan, kelaparan, kekurangan harta, jiwa dan buah-buahan. Dan sampaikanlah khabar gembira kepada mereka yang sabar. (yaitu) orang-orang yang ketika ditimpa musibah, mereka berkata “Inna lillahi wa inna ilaihirojiun” – sesungguhnnya kami milik Allah dan kepadaNya kami kembali. (Surah Al-Baqarah, 155- 156)

hikayat 5 months

Assalamualaikum..

    MasyaAllah..I left my own blog for almost 5 months..Hahahaha..Too busy mehh..Life in Intec?Alhamdulillah.It went well in sem 1.Let's see what is going to happen in the next sem where I have to sit for my external exam.Hummm..Allah ada.Usaha pun kena ada.If you want to read,U have to to breath in n breath out many times bcs I'm going to post this in a paragraph..hahahaha..just kidding.

   Taking law as my major.Wowowowwo..It is such a controversial course esp when you are intending to pursue your study overseas..Even your neighbour will give u judging face.But don't worry just say "You are not a lay magistrate to judge me". Insyaallah, keep on muhasabah n mujahadah on what you are actually doing. Y i said it is very controversial? Yeah.simply because you are handling with a matter named   m o n e y. Mostly, when you're applying for some universities in UK ,they require u to sit for LNAT- Law National Aptitude Test (I'm writing this for those who are dreaming to further their law studies in overseas).You need to pay the fee on your own.Secondly,after u finish your study there , you have to deal with CLP or Bar matters. Wanna know more? Click 'add new tab' , then google laaa...And it is important for u to know, UK and Malaysia have some differences in legal area.So,don't expect your life  is going to be a bed of roses.I'm not going to terrify u guys but it is better for u to have this kind of mind-setting rather than I pamper you with the story full of candies and rainbows and carousels. 

   Intec? A school with a big library. That's all. I emphasis it again kay..it is a school.I don't lie.
   Akasia? A residence for young laddeyhh with no free WiFi. That's all.
  A good place to study n live in? Insyaallah,if you can adapt with your new environment, it will  be a   great place.As for me? I love it!


   For these 5 months,stilllllllllllllllll there are some people who are really concern upon me.Thanks.Million thanks.They keep questioning me why I'm taking law as my major bcs I have asthma- so,I couldn't talk much and I look like a silent,introvert girl.For them, a lawyer-to-be should speak a lot.
OKAY!I PRAY THEY READ THIS 
  Dear lovely people, I simply take you words in this way
As you said a lawyer-to-be, you should speak A LOT,REGULARLY,ANYWHERE,ANYTIME.
Then try to rephrase the sentence with 
"As a pharmacist-to-be,you should bring H2SO4,diprotic acid,12 mol A LOT,REGULARLY,ANYWHERE,ANYTIME"

It doesn't make sense rite?So?

I am tired enough with this matter. I hope I already clarified the situation. I only speak n ready to have an argument if if if
I do research. If not, I rather sit and watch.Silently. 

     People there?How meh?
They are still human being. 
     Do they understand Kedahan language?
Dikk,kita bukan pakai bahasa alien.But don't converse like you're talking with your mak lang in Pida 3.haaah..then,they won't understand.hehehehe
  

Foooood?omnomnomnom

In intec, I love Ausmat cafe..
but ktiaw goreng basah in Aluk cafe also can cause #lompatparit - sedap laa ngeng

In Akasia,haaahh..this one huh,it is not like your friends in Palam,Um or whatevs..no cafe2..wanna eat? HERE~~~ THE HUNGER GAMES....
xde uh..ko lapar?jalan la tenenenenet skit
nah..I list some for u guys  
Mamak Rafi-kalo kaya,silakan
MamakImtiyaz- if you are fluent enough to speak with the Bangladeshi and Indonesian,yeahh..u may go
Mamak Awwal- if don't feel like to eat nasi kandar.....nasi goreng tom yum,paprik,ktiaw basah also jalannn~~~
Sejati- okok laaa
Bob's Corner-jauh laa skit..smpat lapar balik otw home
Uncle Jack-love your money more than your bf?here's the place
KFC,McD,SR,Pak Li,Ayam Penyet-ada jaaa..tak yah jakun sgt

If u are just like me..#mencarimertua#calonmenantu#siapabilanggadismelayutakmenawan
Then,u can cook.U can buy groceries at Mydin or Giant.
I love to buy raw ingredients in Giant..it is better than Mydin.

Okay I think that's all for today..nanti ada time,Insyaallah..to be continued..
 May Allah bless your day..amin :)

zaman orientasi..ntah kenal lagi ke x

SALTASH-ian

#sementra

apakaaah

 

Hikayat Maybank Scholarship Interview

Assalamualaikum.

                        knock2!!elsa?do you wanna build a snowman?

HAHAHAHAHA.

.like seriously,it was almost a month I did not post anything here

what is wrong with you?

are you mourning bcoz all of your friends already busied with their universities life.

hummmmmmm

kinda?

okay..actually I was bebai with my internet connection
if it just bcoz of the speed is as FAST as a SNAIL
I really DON'T MIND
but it didn't have connection at all!!
okay..just forget it..let me solve it with the TM pipolss myself

as I mentioned in previous post..I couldn't post about maybank scholarship interview till the result comes out
so now the result has came out..thus lemme share with u my experience..

Maybank scholarship interview (MSI)
*sesuka hati ak ja wat shortform
right after you got your spm result..go to afterschool.com.my.n check frequently whether this scholarship is available for application. :)
MSI got 3 stages


First Stage
I had an online test
Fundamentally, the questions were about business.. but dont worry
it wasn't that cruel
it is more to..hummmm..comprehension question..hahaha
the only thing that will make u scream till ur mom ambushes your room  is
T I M E    L I M I T
hahahaha..goodluck dear...
masa itu emas saangat


Second Stage
Alhamdulillah...about a week after that,I received a phone call from MSI team informing me that I was selected for second stage placed in Penang.
Thus,again I went to Penang..
As a preparation,I read some stuffs about Maybank-history,the name of the CEO n the most ridiculous article I read was ''The Annual Report Of Maybank''
Hahahahaha..
The most unexpected thing was
my iv lasted only 10 minutes..
but some students lasted up to 30 minutes
Idon't know what kind of questions would be asked for one person in such time
As for me,they only asked about my background n what did I know about Maybank scholarship itself
my style like always- the interviewers laughed along with me.
Then,they wished me a safe journey home..

so..ronda2 dulu leww

abh setia mnunggu

mom..looking forward for her daughter success 

orang kuat segala iv kat penang..my cousin

\

hameediyah nasi kandar..

Third Stage

36 hours after the interview..ahahaha

I received another phone call from MIS team

I was qualified for the final stage of this MIS

ALERT:they might say that the result will be informed within 2,3 weeks

but usually they will call u within a week..

*nak test pngurusan masa letteww..wakakakaka

So,4 days after the second stage..I had to face for the final stage of this iv

not much preparation as they said we will be given a study case about business

dude!I don't have base in economics or even account

Thus,I just could lift up my face to the sky n let the sun shines on me n hid my fears.

~~~~~

I was late for the iv about 10 minutes till they had to call me

ohmy!!what a shameful moment..

I wish I could crawled  silently to the iv room n

HI!!i'm here

As my bro sent me to that Menara Maybank

all of sudden I felt like I was one of the staffs who were chasing the time 

wakakakakaka

*sume org yg keja kat situ mmg bjalan sgt cepat

As i reached the waiting room..everyone was already there about an hour ago

another punch hit my face

auchhhhh

DEAR READERS,DON'T FOLLOW THIS ACTION 

KL is kinda massive cars factory..so be earlier on road.

first of all,we had to introduced ourselves ..simple n nice

*the assessors were very kind..seriously..they asked us to enjoy this assessment n forget those stressful things..

We were given a thick modul of study case containing a lot of informations ..

A LOT

45 mins won't be enough for u to digest every single infos of the study case.

so,another time management test..hmmmm

to make it simple

I had to present based on what I had chose

a joining venture?

a RnD?

an acquisition? 

don't worry ..

you have a complete information..just that u have to read n understand

R E A D

then some questions were asked by the assessor 

As my team was divided into two groups

i'm in the first group

thus,we had about 15 mins after the presentation  to chit-chatting

hahahaahahaha

got to know each other

 Then,we were given time to prepare for group discussion

wohoooooo

serious pipolss

I felt like I'm in a meeting scene n drama melayu

meeting between Tan Sri Atikah with the shareholders of Megah Padu holdings

*cliche kayyy

We had to choose only one strategy for the company(based on the study case)

REMINDER-it is okay to agree with your teammates' choice as long as u show some strength from your own previous choice..then try to agree with them slowly n show why u change your opinion..

assist your friends too kay!

don't overshadow pipols too much..hehehe

some comments from assessors

then,bubye menara maybank!!

they are warm n friendly.. :)

I love this outfit

wuuutt2!!starbucks detected  at the lobby...

It is not that easy to be one of the 65 lucky students..goodluck guys

Okay..that's all for this post

Alhamdulillah..I was selected as one of Maybank scholars but I already decided to be with JPA

So,I had to decline the offer reluctantly..

May this decision is the one blessed by Allah swt..amin

hikayat interview jpa-mara

Assalamualaikum...

serious rasa cm suster ngessot utk aku post pasal nih..

klo ak taruk bm rojak nih..

*never try this in your karangan

mmg bukti aku malas or maybe terkekang dgn masa

Okay terus kepada tajuk kita hari ini iaitu 

Interview jpa-mara

baiklah,saya akn mnggunakan (iv) sbgai ringkasan kpd  interview

*doh rase lagu nulih resipi masok yer dok

Okay laa.mukadimah dlu

jpa-mara ni biasiswa under jpa

knapa ada mara blkang tu akak?

sbb ada laa kerjasama skit2 antara mereka spt tempat iv dijalankan

y i didn't choose mara?sbb mara xde law lerr..so i chose jpa

n alhamdulillah

i was called for the iv at balik pulau

   

then,my momma n I went there by bus..

then,we swam across the sea by ferry..wakakakaka

I think u guys already big hah to think how to reach your destinations ...hoyoooo

selalu jambatan jerww..naik la ferry uollss..

okay..malam sblum iv..serious ak tatau nk baca apa..so my cousin took me n momma jejalan around penang..malem2 serious best..

hasil pancingan gambar..wakakaka

okay enough about me

straight away about the iv

hampa p sana,hampa dah dibahagi ikot group..so follow ja

SILA PAKAI TAG NUMBER YG DIBERI

jgn duk buat loii..stgi kena tegur

then we got three sessions

1.DEBAT ALA PARLIMEN

-bahasa melayu

-tajuk:something sounds like this laa ;KEBURUKAN FB

how to debate?tgok you tube laa..be ready coz setiap tahun x sama..

2.STUDY CASE

-english

-BRIM(nasib sempat baca nota2 dari kawan psal GST,BRIM n hal2 negara yg lain..so uolls jgn nk happy sgt..study byk2 psal hal negara)

3.BRAIN GAMES

-bahasa melayu

-ade laa games minda..main kira2..x payah pun..kekangan masa tuh yg rasa payah.haha

tpi part nih mmg kena tunjuk konfiden..betui salah blkang kira kayy

Then haaabih..n smpai skrang masih menanti result..hohoho

  

nah wa belanja gambar teammates wa

from this journey,I really wanna thanks someone (actually the one with that peace sign)

off record kay

time nk balik tu..hujan renyai2..then it was kinda scene btween anzalna n wan maimunah (me n my momma ) waiting at the bus station..mencari bus rapid penang 401-E dgn harapan nk blik jetty dgn segera.hahaha

then,that girl named Hidayah..with her parents did give us a lift to jetty though they were heading somewhere else..Allahu..terharu sesangat

Thus,May Allay blesses everyone who has helped me in my life..amin..

ngantukk daaa..klo typo tu..abaikan la yer

hikayat interview um

Assalamualaikum.....

                    hoyooooo..such a long time i did not post anything here..

okay..am talking alone..wakakaaka

I promised u guys in the previous post to share about my experiences during interviews..

*cheezelsing while writing is quite hard huh

ok..let me make it simple..after pyd,about 5 days after that,I had my Universiti Malaya(UM) interview(iv)..

fyi,if u wish to pursue your study there,you have to make UM as one of your choices in UPU.

what is upu?choosing what?

once u finished your SPM,then you will automatically know.wakakaka

then,few weeks after u received the SPM result,Insyaallah you will be called by UM  for the iv.

I had my UM interview at Alor Setar-Regency Hotel.Thus,I took bus there n I stopped at Pekan Rabu.

As I was placed for the evening session and I arrived there an hour earlier- my papa and I had a trip down memory lane around Alor Setar..

hahahahaaha

This is just a piece of Alor Setar

As it was already 12.30 pm,we headed to Regency Hotel and we were informed that the registration session opened at 1.45 pm..

My advice, if u get the evening session and you are a muslim, do go for Zohor prayer first.

After I had registered,waiting for my group turn(each group consist 4 to 5 person according to the list given)..then yeah..

your iv session start now*sound of lightning

hohohoho

From all iv that I've attended, UM was the most relax one..

hiuhiuhiu~~~

We were given a simple case study that we had to present for only 15 minutes.

The case study somehow sounds like this-

You want to do a part time job to earn some extra pocket money.

-direct selling

-giving tuition

-guitar lesson

-traditonal job(work at mamak restaurant maybe)

which one would u choose?discuss

other questions?

1.tell me about yourself

2.why did u choose UM as your third choice?

3.after asasi,what kind of course u want to pursue?

4.if u are given a chance to learn a foreign language,what it is?why

for the fourth question,my answer was quite hilarious according to my group members and the interviewers.

I said I want to learn Hindi simply bcoz I love Hindustan as much as other teens love Korean.I wish I can understand those lyrics from hindi's songs...

Since that day,one of my group member keep teasing me about my interest in learning Hindi language.

hahahaha

Selfie...anywhere..anytime

The iv session only took about 20 minutes..then,you can go home and meet your beloved bed..wakakaka

As my first choice was Law-UiTM..thus,I managed to get a place there

Goodluck for those who are going for this Iv next year!

May Allah place you in your desired IPT..

Andai lurus niat di hati,Allah pasti meredhai apa yg dihajati

hikayat #PYD2014 and UTP fastrack educamp

Assalamuailaikum...

what is P Y D ??

it is Petronas Youngstars Day

for those who applied for  scholarship then if you're qualified for the interview

hehhhhhhhhhhhh

here you are

the day!

red.8.atikah

I'm sure that this post will be viewed by those who are going to  pyd2015..hahaha

bcoz the same thing went for me-blog walking as a preparation for the interview

I applied for this scholarship the day after i received my spm result.

then,i received a sms from petronas that I was qualified for the interview

I N T E R V I E W only!!

so don't be too excited

hahahhaahah

then,I had to prepared some important documents which were quite complicated

huhuhuhu

I had to declare that my mom is a housewife in front of the Justice of Peace (jaksa pendamai)

so,she went to Mahkamah Alor Setar

n yeah everything was done

the interview was on 16th April

so,my father and I took bus from Jitra to Jalan Duta

As my brother's office is located near there

We reached there n my brother was waiting for us

n yeahh..he took us to his office bcoz he still needed to finish his work

Kementerian Kerja Raya HQ..i was here.hahaha

Then,we headed to Murni's cafe for dinner..

nasi goreng grilled chicken chop

hummmmm

i just has these words to say

don't kill me with food

the portion was enormous

*kay,i don't have picture of the food,i'm afraid uolss will kill me.

hahahaha

From Kepong to UTMspace,jalan tun razak

actually is not far but because of traffic jam~~~hummm

thus,you should be on the road as earlier as possible

on the way there~~~

Alhamdulillah we reached there 7.30 a.m

after the registration was done-where i had to hand in the original document n CTC document

*CTC-certified true copy

as mentioned before..I was placed in team red with group number 8

Then,we made our way to the 7th floor

where we had some briefing from the committee in charge

her name is arienah

She is beautiful-betui!!chek x muhong

in the briefing

we were told that it was the last day for PYD2014

it was for those who scored 7A+ and a or a- for the rest

okayyy...that means we were the minimal one..hhohoho

But somehow when she said that we were the lucky one in to be in 1400 out of 9000++ applicants,

I felt quite proud..hahahaha

*not that kind of riak,ujub,takbur kayyy

hihihi

''however only 350 applicants would be selected to receive the scholarship''

o   k   a   y

pyaar impossible saangat 

We were told that those who receive petronas scholarship will be given many kind of allowances

i can't remember each of them

but what i can summary is 

if u get it

you'll live in luxury

you can get extra money to buy new laptop..huhuhu

So,if you are selected for this interview,do your best!

k.end here ..tatatata

hahahahaah..just kidding

you must be anxiously wanna know what were happened to me?

after briefing,the red n blue team had to go for interview session

the yellow team had to sit for exam

I can't remember which floor it was

we sit with our group members..

there was a boy from SOKSEK,a cute girl from daily school like me in kuantan,a girl from SAMURA and a girl who totally look alike my cousin-she is anak che ta classmate(KYS)..hahahaha

We were given a study case with different recommendations 

EDUCATION POLICY

that was the topic

30 mins were given for each of us to prepare

time for individual interview

hohoohoho

while waiting for our turn,I actually could take a nap first

hahahaha 

my turn!!!

i push the door    s    l   o   w   l    y

okay tikah!stop terrifying the readers..hahaaha

I don't want to tell every inches of the question n bla3

enough with the words

YOU ARE GOING TO BE EXTREMELY PROVOKED BY THE INTERVIEWERS 

fullstop.

thus,i just can wish you guys happy survival day!!

wakakakaka

Imagine you are a debater,then perhaps you will survive

*mata di bahu tangan ke atas

after the individual session,you have to go for group discussion-still in front of the interviewers

just imagine you are having random talking at Warung Pak Ngah Talib Kampung Pinang Sebatang and enjoying teh tarik kerat kaki

analogy given by the interviewers

next,we were given time for lunch n solat

but,before that,we had to check on the notice board if our name were listed for incomplete document

......................................................................................

nur atikah binti abd hamid    96******     no declaration for retired father

OH NO!!!!!

i was quite panicked because I was given time until 12 pm on the next day to hand in the document

I called my bro n he settled everything with my father

they went to mahkamah Kuala Lumpur

fuhhhhhhh!!

so,y'olls please ensure you read the instruction CLEARLY

The lunch was scrumptious-nasi tomato kau!!

surau?too much comforts ..hahahah..wish I could take a nap there

done with solat,we gathered back in the briefing room n waited for the committee to call us for exam

yeahh...what i did was some revisions in addmaths n got to know my new friends

from left-dayana(damansara) and shafiqah(SBPI gopeng)

at 3.00 pm

we had mathematics exam

Don't be deceived by the word math

it was actually addmath..hahahah

30 questions for one hour

hummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

no comment

if you applied for technical-you have to sit for science exam too

*revision is pivotal

then ,we had to sit for critical  thinking test

40 question in 30 mins

hummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

i hate this..it was not this simple laaa

then,we were done!!!

fuhhhhhhhhh

packing things n ready to get home.wuhuuuu

thats kak arienah was photobooming..haahahaha

hence,if u have the chance to join this youngstars day..do well..Insyaallah,perhaps you will be selected to receive the scholarship..no matter from which school you are,it is all depend on your performance there

as for me,my rezeki is not here..

redhaa

May Allay provides a better n smooth way for me to further my study..Amin..

UTP FASTRACK EDUCAMP

quite similar to PYD but there was no math exam

just personality test

it was in UTP campus,Tronoh,Perak

ALERT!!if you want to apply for UTP

it was around the month of September-use your trial result

The interview was in the month of december

the interviewer was very kind person..He didn't provoked me and for the group members

hahhahaahahahah

actually we were arranged by the committee

but yeah

my friends and i were quite naughty

thus,we sit together

Imagine!4 students from the same school in a same group

just one of us was from terengganu-adorable wani..hihihihi

*don't try this in your interview session

when the smj-ian in a same group..we acted like the interview was our friend n laugh as much as we want

i received the offers to join UTP as chemical engineering student

but my passion in law course cause me to reject the offer

huuuhuuhu

selfie itu penting

proved!!there were fit,farah n mirul..wani is the one beside me

conclusion

if you have a chance for interview..just go!!

though it is not your passion to be part of them

but still, the experiences you will gain are too precious

and it is also a way to improve yourself in the upcoming interview

Insyaallah,I will update another interview experiences with you guys..

Ya Allah,I hope this post will help the readers who might have to face same kind of interview and do give them the chances to pass those interviews..amin