Friday, 28 November 2014

hikayat tentang kenyataan

Assalamualakum..

            One month left before I'm going to face another year of  a hustle and bustle life in Shah Alam.
hurmmmm..Actually I don't have an exact topic to be conversed tonight.another hurmmmmm..

Okay,let us talk about REALITY.

Some people want to run from the reality of life
Reality sometimes will hurt people
They don't wanna get hurt
And maybe I am one of them

How can we escape from reality?
Suicidal?
wowowowo!so brave of you girl! How far u know about this matter huh?Through reading?
Nope.n maybe yup.
I do read about it in newspaper.
Just a glance then I turned to another page.
But I experienced it
Nope.Not me.But a special person whom I met months ago.


Special? Why?
Bcs I post something about her in my blog. Special isn't it?
kay..kay..
Bcs she drowned in her own mistake but then she rises.
She rises like a star named Sun.
She taught me a moral value that I couldn't learn it from my neighbour. why neighbour? I miss my neighbour.It has been a long time the house next to me is vacant.lol

Running miles away from the reality simply denote you're walking away from your problems.
Only person who is insane will try to escape from the life with no adversities.
The issue is, does that kind of life exists in this realm of reality?
Even those who sleeps on note of dollars will quest for tranquility.
Different people own different problems.


She tried to harm herself.She managed to do so.I was terribly terrified. For seconds, I dazed.
I didn't have any idea on what should I do.We took her to the hospital.

In the hospital
This is the reality.We live in a community.A community who has the obligation to treat people so that they can live their life healthily.
Nevertheless,what would you feel if you are physically fit but you are being tortured with prejudice?What I learnt here was though they able to play with the chemicals and they cast spell on it and suddenly it turns into a substance called  m e d i c i n e, they failed to blow a positive vibe around her.
Who are they? They are the community I mentioned earlier. All of them are same?
No.I am not being prejudice. It just some of them.

She told me she was being treated in that way?
Nope.I experienced it myself.
"Awak bakal lawyer,Patut tahu hal ni salah di sisi undang2"
I didn't reply.
I'm not being defensive. *nodded
I have reason why I chose to stay silent.
Simply bcs, in public place, don't argue with public bcs not all of them will response under emotional controlled.That is reality.

Before she was being admitted, there was a guy said "Apaa sangat dgn masalah study..byk lagi masalah lagi teruk"

 A kid lost his Ultraman mask.That is the worst problem for him.
 An old man lost his walking stick. That is the worst problem for him.
 A girl can't face the reality that she needs to study subjects which don't suit her capability.That is  the worst problem for her.

Yes,at first place, you're right..but do ask and listen first.Then,judge.


I am not an angel. I admit I think negatively sometimes. Who am I to run from the reality of being pessimistic.

I got her wrong. She rises. She turns over a new leaf.

How?I mean yeahhh you in this way. A new buddy.

           I admit I was wrong.Why I want to do such mindless act again when it actually doesn't give                any solution.

Alhamdullilah.I am really happy to meet a new ....... in front of me.



embrace your life positively



In a nutshell..

To face the reality
There is no escapism

But Allah teachs us

I S T I K H A R A H

though the reality will hurt you sometimes
With Istikharah,you will understand that everything which is happening to you is solely based on  the fundamental principle named Iradat.
Iradat means if Allah wills anything,it will happen without being influenced by surounding.
Kun Faya Kun.
Yes ,you make the decision.If  it turns out positively..remember Allah loves you
If not? Allah loves you..That is why He wants to test you.



“Dan Kami pasti akan menguji kamu dengan sedikit ketakutan, kelaparan, kekurangan harta, jiwa dan buah-buahan. Dan sampaikanlah khabar gembira kepada mereka yang sabar. (yaitu) orang-orang yang ketika ditimpa musibah, mereka berkata “Inna lillahi wa inna ilaihirojiun” – sesungguhnnya kami milik Allah dan kepadaNya kami kembali. (Surah Al-Baqarah, 155- 156)




























Sunday, 23 November 2014

hikayat 5 months

Assalamualaikum..

    MasyaAllah..I left my own blog for almost 5 months..Hahahaha..Too busy mehh..Life in Intec?Alhamdulillah.It went well in sem 1.Let's see what is going to happen in the next sem where I have to sit for my external exam.Hummm..Allah ada.Usaha pun kena ada.If you want to read,U have to to breath in n breath out many times bcs I'm going to post this in a paragraph..hahahaha..just kidding.

   Taking law as my major.Wowowowwo..It is such a controversial course esp when you are intending to pursue your study overseas..Even your neighbour will give u judging face.But don't worry just say "You are not a lay magistrate to judge me". Insyaallah, keep on muhasabah n mujahadah on what you are actually doing. Y i said it is very controversial? Yeah.simply because you are handling with a matter named   m o n e y. Mostly, when you're applying for some universities in UK ,they require u to sit for LNAT- Law National Aptitude Test (I'm writing this for those who are dreaming to further their law studies in overseas).You need to pay the fee on your own.Secondly,after u finish your study there , you have to deal with CLP or Bar matters. Wanna know more? Click 'add new tab' , then google laaa...And it is important for u to know, UK and Malaysia have some differences in legal area.So,don't expect your life  is going to be a bed of roses.I'm not going to terrify u guys but it is better for u to have this kind of mind-setting rather than I pamper you with the story full of candies and rainbows and carousels. 

   Intec? A school with a big library. That's all. I emphasis it again kay..it is a school.I don't lie.
   Akasia? A residence for young laddeyhh with no free WiFi. That's all.
  A good place to study n live in? Insyaallah,if you can adapt with your new environment, it will  be a   great place.As for me? I love it!


   For these 5 months,stilllllllllllllllll there are some people who are really concern upon me.Thanks.Million thanks.They keep questioning me why I'm taking law as my major bcs I have asthma- so,I couldn't talk much and I look like a silent,introvert girl.For them, a lawyer-to-be should speak a lot.
OKAY!I PRAY THEY READ THIS 
  Dear lovely people, I simply take you words in this way
As you said a lawyer-to-be, you should speak A LOT,REGULARLY,ANYWHERE,ANYTIME.
Then try to rephrase the sentence with 
"As a pharmacist-to-be,you should bring H2SO4,diprotic acid,12 mol A LOT,REGULARLY,ANYWHERE,ANYTIME"

It doesn't make sense rite?So?

I am tired enough with this matter. I hope I already clarified the situation. I only speak n ready to have an argument if if if
I do research. If not, I rather sit and watch.Silently. 

     People there?How meh?
They are still human being. 
     Do they understand Kedahan language?
Dikk,kita bukan pakai bahasa alien.But don't converse like you're talking with your mak lang in Pida 3.haaah..then,they won't understand.hehehehe
  

Foooood?omnomnomnom

In intec, I love Ausmat cafe..
but ktiaw goreng basah in Aluk cafe also can cause #lompatparit - sedap laa ngeng

In Akasia,haaahh..this one huh,it is not like your friends in Palam,Um or whatevs..no cafe2..wanna eat? HERE~~~ THE HUNGER GAMES....
xde uh..ko lapar?jalan la tenenenenet skit
nah..I list some for u guys  
Mamak Rafi-kalo kaya,silakan
MamakImtiyaz- if you are fluent enough to speak with the Bangladeshi and Indonesian,yeahh..u may go
Mamak Awwal- if don't feel like to eat nasi kandar.....nasi goreng tom yum,paprik,ktiaw basah also jalannn~~~
Sejati- okok laaa
Bob's Corner-jauh laa skit..smpat lapar balik otw home
Uncle Jack-love your money more than your bf?here's the place
KFC,McD,SR,Pak Li,Ayam Penyet-ada jaaa..tak yah jakun sgt

If u are just like me..#mencarimertua#calonmenantu#siapabilanggadismelayutakmenawan
Then,u can cook.U can buy groceries at Mydin or Giant.
I love to buy raw ingredients in Giant..it is better than Mydin.

Okay I think that's all for today..nanti ada time,Insyaallah..to be continued..
 May Allah bless your day..amin :)


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