hurmmm..within a few days, Muslim are going to celebrate Eid Mubarak. Currently, I'm writing this in the ktm (heading to Bank Negara to see my siblings somewhere around there).
There's a lil boy with his mom beside me right now. I think the mother is about my mom's age.
In conjunction of Hari Raya, there's something I would like to share about my childhood experience during Eid.
Back then, Raya was something that I would die for.hahahahahaha..norm of being kids.
Two weeks bfore Raya, usually my mom would have hands full of things to do such as baking kuih raya, jahit langsir n bla3( everything regarding Eid preparation).
During weekend, I would follow my mom to the town to buy stuffs like tepung, butter. We didn't have car*sekarang pun xde.hahaha*... so this is the part where I miss the most -bonceng basikal dgn mak, kaki angkat tinggi2 takut tsekat celah tayar basikal.
That's why, by looking at this young boy, somehow it reminisces my past. While other kids at my age would shop around without having to worry about the weather, it was totally different to me and my mom. We prayed hard it wasn't going to rain. But Allah wanted to draw another precious memory for me, it rained heavily. We had to stay in the shop nearby for hours just to wait for the rain to stop pouring.
Nowadays?
My mom wasn't as fit as years bfore. Thus, my siblings and I would usually cater all the things that my mom used to do bfore.
Rindu.
Speaking of baju raya..hahaha
When I flipped the photos in my family album, I just realised that back then, my baju raya that I would wear on the first day of Eid belongs to my cousin. *cuba suruh aku pakai skrang, mesti BIG NO pnya..muahahaha*
Yet, being kid is so simple. They will wear anything as long as it is called as baju raya. It was more than enough back then. Qanaah.
Pernah jugak laa menyebut, kenapa aku x buleh mcm kekawan yg lain. Kecik lagi kan..x faham.
maaflaa abah, mak. Tikah dlu bengap boleh tahan dewa jgak.hahaha..
Now, I embrace my past life proudly bcoz it wasn't easy to live that kind of life. It taught me to be grateful for what I have now. Alhamdulillah.
May Allah bless us till the next Ramadhan.
ok gaiss..gtg.
*You have arrived at your destination*
