Hikayat Kekaburan Tentang "Fly" ke UK

Assalamualaikum and Hi..

So today, just to kill the time, I would like to post about thing that I have been searching on the internet but hardly found it. Thus, I had to go through on my own ( with some references from other bloggers which I couldn't remember their blogs' url but just  g o o g l e  la). Okay.

 FIRST- PERSEDIAAN
Alright! IB( Internationalk Baccaleurate), A- Levels, STPM, Diploma, Asasi - As long as it is called as preparation before entering the degree life, semua terguna pakai to get into overseas uni ( tertakluk pada terma dan syarat uni in which you have to rajinkan diri cari sendiri). As for me, I undertook A- Levels as that was what my sponsor had asked me to go through. so yeahhh. Alhamdulillah, I managed to survive in  INTEC (You may refer to my previous posts about life in intec). Basically, I took 3.5 subjects which are 3 Full subjects where I had to take the exam until my final year ( Economics, Law and Mathematics- Maths and Statistics) and 1 Half subject in which I only had to sit for the exam on the first year ( Accounting- serious aku barai subject nih).

      "Susah ke senang, kak?" - Frequently Asked Question
           "Untuk yg malas mcm akak, susah dik. Baik kau jgn amik." - Common Answer.

Orang selalu nampak pessimist kan kalau kita jawab macam tu. Walhal, cuba kau fikir balik. Kalau kau rajin and penuh determination, soalan macam tu tak akan terpacul dari mulut anda sebab anda akan buat apa saja untuk penuhi cita-cita anda. So, as for me. Yes, betul! Aku akan rasa A-Levels ni susah gila bila aku malas. Kalau aku rajin tajdid niat, back to Allah, tanya lecturers, study group and *inserts all the nilai murni* mungkin aku tak rasa susah... Kau akan faham apa itu "Dalam kesusahan, disertakan kesenangan.".
#DonePreaching #ForMeAndForYou

     "Habis tu kak, yang tak dapat fly tu? Malas ke kak?" - Frequently Kecaman Manusia
            "Kau duduk situ, kau judge sendiri, kalau kau cakap diorang malas gak, meh sini mata kau, akak letak air zamzam"

SECOND- LEPAS RESULT 

Waktu ni I called as peak hours!
1) Get the CAS (confirmation letter yang kau masuk uni sekian2- nama uni ampa kan hebat2, aku orang kampung..berbelit lidah nak sebut. makhraj tak sampai) from your university. ASKED THEM TO GIVE IT ASAP! sebab visa weyhh visa..
2) Send the CAS to your sponsor via email and get a Financial Affidavit (FA)
3) Once you have got both of them, directly apply for visa.
 and yeahhh..nak tahu lebih, belajar usaha sendiri dgn call MABECS.
So yeahh.. mmg memeningkan so kena get ready lah utk beruban jap dua tiga helai rambut tu ( hiperbola).


THIRD- FLY
Once visa kau dah siap.. get ready. a g a i n... utk fly bila2 masa je as JPA akan call you to inform when is your flight date!

So Selamat Terbang kepada yang berjaya.
  Kepada sahabat yang berjaya untuk melanjutkan pelajaran di Malaysia, anda bukan gagal. Tetapi anda lebih dipercayai untuk sentiasa menjadi mata-mata kami di Malaysia kerana anda seorang yang amanah. Hebatkan, anda!

      A girl who has been hurt will take some time to heal the scars. Do not put the blame on her. This is not the matter of showing her ego or denying her feeling. But it just about time. Time. It takes time to forgive, it takes time to forget, it takes time to contemplate the facts, it takes time to grow stronger, it takes time to learn on how to breathe again. That's why there is a saying " As time flies, people change". She might be a whole new person. It is hard for her to live with the light of Honesty when there is a shield called Doubt. Here, the time will keep on ticking until the shield finally melt due to the power of the light. The power of honesty. It needs time.

Assalamualaikum.
Hi guys! It's a new year.

Lol weyh, dah sbulan baru nk Happy New Year. Okay..legit r.. Chinese New Year.

I've started my sem 4 early of January. Hurmm. It was fine by now. By now laa. As we know, the final sem would be the most super extreme hectic semester. InsyaAllah, I'm ready to face it.

2016. The year where I can say it's going to be a remarkable one because I'm already 20 years old and undoubtedly, I'm going to end my A- Level studies. Then, it is all about flying or staying here. May Allah give me and my friends the best result. Aminn..

I've been delaying this post for such a long time. To busy I guess.
 Oh ya!! My brother has became a father... Auwwww.. Alhamdulillah, it is a boy! Congratz bro!
Looking at my brother and his lil knight, it reflects on how things will change as we're growing older. I can see that my bro is being more responsible towards everything. Every single thing.
I asked him how does it feel to become a father. He answered, it just an undescribable feeling. I smiled and do you know what bro, I am happy to see that you're happy.

As we are getting older, a lot of things will change- our routine, lifestyle,behavior and yada3. Yes. I can feel the different. Why can't we live like before? It is simply because to live your life, you need experience. 

 I've gone through thick and thin phases of life. And I believe, I'll face more. Undoubtedly, experience has shaped me for who I am right now- Atikah yg you kenal.

If you think that I am unfriendly, I willingly spend some time just to explain- why I've became this way. Trust me. You are who you were back then.

I love to spend my time w my brother. Everytime he drives me somewhere, we will talk about serious matter esp life. For instance, how do you reflect your life nowadays? This is because both of us know that we're facing the differences and we want to know how do we adapt to this new atmosphere.

That day, he asked me " Hg rasa apa bila makan KFC?"

Usually ppl will reply with something like "sedap"

"Okaylaa"

"Rasa KFC laaa"

But, because of the experience, that wasn't my anwer.

"It is so easy to get a plate of KFC nowadays. Every single time when I step into the restaurant, I know the fact that it's not 21st of the month. It can be any date. And the fact that, the whole plate is mine. I miss mak and abah and the memories"

And of course, he'll start to lecture me about experience.

"There you see. It was hard to get a plate of KFC back then. Only when Abah received his pension money, then we can have it. It was just a dinner plate with each of us will get one piece of chicken. But now, when you can have it at any moment, you will remember those times and start to appreciate things better."

Yeah..

Indeed it is true.

The experience that you have, it is a gold.

A gold that you can carry it along with you to any place. When you share it with people, they might not be able to have it but they will eventually know how the gold looks like. Thus, when they look at the gold, they will know how precious it is.

I was a girl with brittle heart and confidence. I easily get devastated with my achievement. At one point, my brother told me about his experience on how did he fail for quite a number of times and how did he manage to overcome it. 

"Kenapa nangis? When you're not ultimately losing it? You already gone through for the second chance belum? If not, then why are you crying? You are crying for nothing."

Since that day, I just could not simply cry. The experience. 

Whenever I see my friends start to cry, I just can't. I am just tired of crying over things that do not deserve my tears. It is dunya. But friends, it is okay to cry because at one point you will get enough of it and start to think the other way around. 

I felt quite despair with my IELTS result,the I cried. After that, I realize, I can simply cry over this dunya thingy, but why I can't simply cry over akhirah like this?

Teettttttt! Something wrong with my qalbu. Erkkkkkkk! Purify your aim, Atikah.

So!

To post about my experience, it is toooo a loootttt to be put into words. InsyaAllah, I'll try my best to share it with my readers. I'm not claiming that being in my shoes is the best way of living up your life. It just a reflection. Allah gives us only the thing we need. You don't need it. I need it.

See you in the next post...tataaa