The Third Semester

Assalamualaikum.

Hi peeps!
In this post I'm going to write about my hikayat throughout my third semester in INTECec. It sounds like tercekik. muahahaha

Okay.
Let's start with my CSR programme - bina mini library.. (n_n). It was a week after we came back from cuti Raya Aidilfitiri. Can u imagine when we were still bloated with saturated fat ( lemang, ketupat, rendang etc), we had to rush to the nearby stores to buy things for the CSR project. I still remember how me, Amani and Zethy sat on the floor in the Giant Hypermarket because we were too exhausted (running here and there to buy cupboard,books yada3). Lololol.

Who cares? We paid whutt! Kihkihkih

Alhamdulillah, we got enough fund for the project where 3/4 of it was from the donation by INTEC ppl. Thanks guys!
The CSR project was held on the weekend at rumah tahfiz dan anak yatim Nur Ikhlas, Kuang Selangor.
Pergilah usha tempat tu. Nice weyhh. Teringat kampung.hiiii...
We went there by bus but we had to walk all the way to reach the house as the road is too narrow for a bus. Never mind because we enjoyed the atmosphere there- full of tranquility as it is situated at the outskirts of hectic city.

As we arrived there, we started to execute all the tasks that had been segregated accordingly.
Alhamdulillah everything went very well under Hannah's supervision as she is our leader with Miss Hidayah as our advisor ( I think she is just like our sister instead of a lecturer).
At night, we had barbecue together with the students.
Cerita hantu laa, karoks laa, acah2 menate laa..macam2..hahahahaha
It was a precious opportunity to be involved in the project. The bond we created was more than just a friendship or lecturer- students connection , but we were a family. I miss them.
Nevertheless, I just realised that I am quite introvert. I felt a bit awkward to mingle around with the tahfiz students. I think it was because they are about our age. Perhaps, I used to be quite unfriendly with my juniors back then in school so it took some time for me to be the real Atikah Sorry girls. Akak x biasa. Lololol.
Done with CSR!
*We were awarded with the Best Activity for i-KoPLN in MAPI recently. kudos to us*


 Next, let's talk about ALUK Sports Week.
Hahahaha.. after some time I didn't play any sports (the main reason why I have dua biji pau kat pipi), nerghhhh.. I voluntarily joined my classmate to play Handball.pfttttt. Kalah siakkkk...wakakakaka
Sadly, I am not one of the girls who play sports.


Then, we also had UK Exhibition where every class from A-Level 16.17 and 18 had its own booth, promoting the UK cultures, music, food and etc. As for my class (Sedbergh), we had to set up a booth to promote the UK music. It was just a simple booth where we displayed Sufian's collection of gramaphone records. The best part was we also had a mini karaoke jamban- it was made of fridge box. Hahahahaha..
*Sakan Jah dengan Limah melalak dlm tu.*
For this event, we managed to get the second place. As usual, Staveley always got the first place. Always...and always..lololol


Early of October, we had CTIS Flashmob. My role for this event was as a 'Stage Director'. Hahahaha
*I nak jadi Anzalna, bukan Rashid Sibir*
So! I was meant to be an actress not a director- that was the reason why we only got a consolation prize.
Sorry guys..muahaahahaa


Despite of all fun we had during this semester, it was a heart-wrenching sem too. It hurt me very much when I had to waive good bye to some of my friends as they had to pursue their studies at other institutions. After a year surviving in A-Level with a girl named Amani, suddenly she is not here with me anymore. Rindu.
I pray that they will successfully pursue their dreams and become prominent persons in society.
As for me, I can't even make any single promise that I will surely pass my A- Level. However, it is my obligation to keep on striving for the best and the result?
Allah will grant things that you need, not what you desire.

To end the story of my third sem, I already sent my university application form, (UCAS). Pray that I can secure a place there and fulfill the entry requirements.

muka berkilat BBQ

Giant Mujahideeen!

the most rare picture of law students.

Tata Sem 3! One more semester to go!

FIGHTING!

Nak Raya weyhhh

Assalamualaikum..
hurmmm..within a few days, Muslim are going to celebrate Eid Mubarak. Currently, I'm writing this in the ktm (heading to Bank Negara to see my siblings somewhere around there).

There's a lil boy with his mom beside me right now. I think the mother is about my mom's age.
 In conjunction of Hari Raya, there's something I would like to share about my childhood experience during Eid.
Back then, Raya was something that I would die for.hahahahahaha..norm of being kids.
Two weeks bfore Raya, usually my mom would have hands full of things to do such as baking kuih raya, jahit langsir n bla3( everything regarding Eid preparation).
During weekend, I would follow my mom to the town to buy stuffs like tepung, butter. We didn't have car*sekarang pun xde.hahaha*... so this is the part where I miss the most -bonceng basikal dgn mak, kaki angkat tinggi2 takut tsekat celah tayar basikal.
That's why, by looking at this young boy, somehow it reminisces my past. While other kids at my age would shop around without having to worry about the weather, it was totally different to me and my mom. We prayed hard it wasn't going to rain. But Allah wanted to draw another precious memory for me, it rained heavily. We had to stay in the shop nearby for hours just to wait for the rain to stop pouring.
Nowadays?
My mom wasn't as fit as years bfore. Thus, my siblings and I would usually cater all the things that my mom used to do bfore.
Rindu.

Speaking of baju raya..hahaha
When I flipped the photos in my family album, I just realised that back then, my baju raya that I would wear on the first day of Eid belongs to my cousin. *cuba suruh aku pakai skrang, mesti BIG NO pnya..muahahaha*
Yet, being kid is so simple. They will wear anything as long as it is called as baju raya. It was more than enough back then. Qanaah.

Pernah jugak laa menyebut, kenapa aku x buleh mcm kekawan yg lain. Kecik lagi kan..x faham.
maaflaa abah, mak. Tikah dlu bengap boleh tahan dewa jgak.hahaha..
Now, I embrace my past life proudly bcoz it wasn't easy to live that kind of life. It taught me to be grateful for what I have now. Alhamdulillah.
May Allah bless us till the next Ramadhan.
ok gaiss..gtg.
*You have arrived at your destination*

Assalamualaikum...
' I am too busy, please contact my PA instead.'
That's my current ws status. Frankly speaking, I'm not that toooooo busy till I don't even have a minute just to check on my blog. This is the only place where I can practice on writing better and better. Thus, of course I've been waiting, counting, and wondering when is the best time to write again. And....yeah..after sahur, while waiting for Pak Cik Shabudin to call ppl for Subuh prayer, it is better for me to start a bit of mukadimah for this post.

Let's summarise everything that happened during my sem 2 in Intec.( not everything laa- short term memory prob)

JANUARY

What happened in the month of January?
A week after we registered for sem 2, there was an Annual General Meeting for ALUK society. Alhamdulillah, it went well though I blew my top as some of the things were being prepared at the very last minute and I had to settle down things regarding the slides and songs with my friends on the day itself. We're working under an organisation, thus it is not a surprise to do the last-minute-task.
I still remember back then in school where my team and I had to execute a workshop for debate which the paperwork was approved 2 days before. It was really stressful as we needed to deal with the caterer, seniors and the hardest part was to attract about 70 students to join the workshop.
 Cikgu Sabri had once said "Lagi stress, lagi kualiti hampa nih."
Yer cikgu yer.

Back to the life in Intec, at the end of Jan, I went to the I-Prokhas. Sounds so fancy huh? Sort of Gerak Khas or maybe one of the Apple products.
No. Big NO.
It has nothing to do with those things.
It is an ibadah camp which allows us to check on our spiritual side. Is it okay or  it starts to suffer the early stage of ummah cancer.Hurmmmm.
It was my first such camp. The best part absolutely would be the jungle trekking. Track your own understanding about life as a muslim. How far I really understand about my obligation? There, you can find the answer. Alhamdulillah, Allah sent me to the right place after such a long time I have been searching for a spiritual therapy
.

FEBRUARY

In the month of February, there's nothing much to be told.. Ouh ya, I went to FRIM for A Level Towards Nature programme. It was fun. I've never thought that I was able to hike the hill just to have a view of the nature. Asthma attack? It was a history..haahhh..giteww.

MARCH

It was the month where I sat for my trial examination. It was really stressful as I need to cover up a lot of things...

APRIL

And yeah the result for my trial exam wasn't that good.
Mentally broke down.
Everytime my mom called me, I would struggle to say that I was okay though my tears were streaming down.
It continues for quite a long time. I was really despair.

MAY

The AS exam was just around the corner. At this moment, I realised that crying over spilt milk won't solve anything. Allah wouldn't change our fate unless we're the one who turn over a new leaf. Thus, I joined a study group conducted by my ex-classmates. Alhamdulillah, we managed to go through AS exam with positive vibe and we can only hope for the best after all.

It was a crammed semester- full of examinations, quizzes, tests. At one point, I felt numb and I didn't even feel nervous to enter the exam hall.hahahaha.

I still remember my mom once asked me on my first day of registration.
"X nak jadi mcm kakak2 tu ka?"

Jadi kakak what? What?
Apa ni?
Hahahahaha
I got a chance to be one of the Pemimpin Mahasiswa (PM) as I had quite a long gap between those AS papers.
Back then, I told my friends those kakak were unfriendly.
Aku pun sama jaa..wakakaka.. Can u imagine, with my default face, I ordered the newbies to take their meals.
Mesti terbantut selera tgok muka aku.
Sorry dik. Hakak x mampu. #siscuba #sistakkuad

ctes presentation- It was really fun where we managed to 'mengasap' the whole great hall with the smell of incense sticks..wakakaka

~Salaam-e-Ishq~

gigih

some photos taken during sem 2.

Looking forward to freeze more great moments and post them here. :)

hikayat mukadimah 2015

Assalamualaikum..

      My first post in 2015!!wuhuuuuuu
LOL
    over ekshaited lehh..

Hurmmmm..currently I am staying in my brother's house ..yeahh..as I am going to register back into intec this Sunday.Of course rasa malas ya amat!*insert cikgu edah voice please.

Okay..speaking of this new year..cliche question...lalalalala
WHAT IS YOUR RESOLUTION?

Actually I don't have the exact one like some of the celebrities will tell u that they are aiming for awards,another box-office movies yada3..

Like the previous years, I wish that every year will be a meaningful year.
I do have dreams.I am human.That is normal.
We desire good things to happen.
But we know that Allah knows what is the best thing for us.

Thus,whatever things that we pray  upon Allah,don't forget to end our dua' with 
"Ya Allah,your knowledge is beyond mine.Thus,please grant the best things for me and if you want to test me,do give me the strength"

Why does it is important to have it in your dua'?

Okay,what I am going to write here is solely based on my personal views.

When you end your dua' with that phrase,somehow it will remind you that if you don't get what you want ,it doesn't mean that Allah is being cruel or unfair to you but it simply imply that the thing you are wishing for is not for you best interest.

yaaaa..there is no harm to wish for excellence in your study.But why Allah doesn't want to give me a better grade as I've already striven to the max.
maybe,If He gives you a better grade,then you will forget Him
or maybe ,If He grants  you a better grade .then you will stop to strive for more.
or maybe   or maybe    or maybe

Can you see there,we know nothing.
 The only thing we know is
Allah always draws wonderful plots of life for us. ^^

For this year,it is going to be a prominent year for me.
I am going to sit for my AS exam (one of the a-level important exam yada3)

Tawakal
yerp
tawakal

tawakal-berserah diri kpd Allah setelah berusaha bersungguh2 
*SPM 2013

haahahahaha..ko nmpk tu tikah
I need to endeavor for an excellent result!

Speaking of striving in study
I don't know why does it feels quite hard here

Years ago when I was in school,I used to live with my parents.
Whenever I was cramped with school stuffs, I just opened the door, and looked at their faces.
Parents
The power of a mother and a father
By looking at them,they are my source of strength
Faces that imploring her daughter to do the best for her life
Faces with tranquility

And it is totally different here.
That is why when my lecture asked me what is my wish and my answer was
"I wish my parents live somewhere near here"
Not because of free food.
The real answer is like what I wrote above.
I don't like to deliver an emotional speech.I love to listen to the sound of laughter rather than the sound of people sobbing.

Being far from your parents will make you think about
Am I going to be beside them during the last hours of life.
Whose life?
Either.

That question keep on haunting me.

Today post is really random.
But that is my life
or maybe your life too
Full of randomness
My hikayat
My view 
My self-reminder
Welcome to the new year
New challenges
How we cope with the unexpected things?
Expect the unexpected


May Allah showers us with his blessing throughout the year. Insyaallah