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Assalamualaikum...
' I am too busy, please contact my PA instead.'
That's my current ws status. Frankly speaking, I'm not that toooooo busy till I don't even have a minute just to check on my blog. This is the only place where I can practice on writing better and better. Thus, of course I've been waiting, counting, and wondering when is the best time to write again. And....yeah..after sahur, while waiting for Pak Cik Shabudin to call ppl for Subuh prayer, it is better for me to start a bit of mukadimah for this post.

Let's summarise everything that happened during my sem 2 in Intec.( not everything laa- short term memory prob)

JANUARY

What happened in the month of January?
A week after we registered for sem 2, there was an Annual General Meeting for ALUK society. Alhamdulillah, it went well though I blew my top as some of the things were being prepared at the very last minute and I had to settle down things regarding the slides and songs with my friends on the day itself. We're working under an organisation, thus it is not a surprise to do the last-minute-task.
I still remember back then in school where my team and I had to execute a workshop for debate which the paperwork was approved 2 days before. It was really stressful as we needed to deal with the caterer, seniors and the hardest part was to attract about 70 students to join the workshop.
Cikgu Sabri had once said "Lagi stress, lagi kualiti hampa nih."
Yer cikgu yer.

Back to the life in Intec, at the end of Jan, I went to the I-Prokhas. Sounds so fancy huh? Sort of Gerak Khas or maybe one of the Apple products.
No. Big NO.
It has nothing to do with those things.
It is an ibadah camp which allows us to check on our spiritual side. Is it okay or it starts to suffer the early stage of ummah cancer.Hurmmmm.
It was my first such camp. The best part absolutely would be the jungle trekking. Track your own understanding about life as a muslim. How far I really understand about my obligation? There, you can find the answer. Alhamdulillah, Allah sent me to the right place after such a long time I have been searching for a spiritual therapy
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FEBRUARY

In the month of February, there's nothing much to be told.. Ouh ya, I went to FRIM for A Level Towards Nature programme. It was fun. I've never thought that I was able to hike the hill just to have a view of the nature. Asthma attack? It was a history..haahhh..giteww.

MARCH

It was the month where I sat for my trial examination. It was really stressful as I need to cover up a lot of things...

APRIL

And yeah the result for my trial exam wasn't that good.
Mentally broke down.
Everytime my mom called me, I would struggle to say that I was okay though my tears were streaming down.
It continues for quite a long time. I was really despair.

MAY

The AS exam was just around the corner. At this moment, I realised that crying over spilt milk won't solve anything. Allah wouldn't change our fate unless we're the one who turn over a new leaf. Thus, I joined a study group conducted by my ex-classmates. Alhamdulillah, we managed to go through AS exam with positive vibe and we can only hope for the best after all.

It was a crammed semester- full of examinations, quizzes, tests. At one point, I felt numb and I didn't even feel nervous to enter the exam hall.hahahaha.

I still remember my mom once asked me on my first day of registration.
"X nak jadi mcm kakak2 tu ka?"

Jadi kakak what? What?
Apa ni?
Hahahahaha
I got a chance to be one of the Pemimpin Mahasiswa (PM) as I had quite a long gap between those AS papers.
Back then, I told my friends those kakak were unfriendly.
Aku pun sama jaa..wakakaka.. Can u imagine, with my default face, I ordered the newbies to take their meals.
Mesti terbantut selera tgok muka aku.
Sorry dik. Hakak x mampu. #siscuba #sistakkuad